How these four young people became mentally disturbed is probably not a question that can be clearly answered either by themselves or by modern medical science. Their disturbance started over ten years ago and has been slowly relieved and controlled by medical treatments, but residual effects remain. Throughout their lives, they have to live with disturbing conditions such as imaginary voices and illusions and they also have to deal with side effects of drugs, physical degeneration, and others’ critical eye.Four young people have been deprived of their colorful lives. The soberness after the chaos is still accompanied with unwanted guests. Aren’t they able to talk again about ideals, ambitions, and the desire to love and be loved?Their stories painted by 1312 people.